The wierdest thing has just happened to me and I cant believe it has taken me this long to figure it out. Since the time I decided to be a writer with an idea in mind, I've had a queue of diffrent ideas and characters ever since. Last night I had a dream of eveything that had crossed my mind and it all fit together like a plot to an amazing story. There is also one character that speaks louder than the rest and has been with me from the start, clearly she wants to be the main protaganist here. Has anything like this happened to you??
Whether you believe writing comes from the subconscious mind or from the collective unconscious it's fair to say you often channel rather than create.
One simple note before I answer, you don't decide to be a writer, at least for me; I've never decided to write, it just happens naturally..sometimes I feel that breathing is a duty, a heavy one but writing is what I do in order to survive.
In my dreams, I'm always faced by a faceless stranger, now strangers are my favorite people and the word 'stranger' in itself is my third favorite word on the list but the first word I've ever liked, not to drift away from the subject; this faceless stranger appears in my dreams and he says one line, always..one simple odd line, things like:
guilt is a trip down to memory;
An expensive capitalist son of a bitch
With fancy bottles of wine and cheap bitter beer
Or
And two nights ago..I left her..
Because I said your name four times a day, six days a week.. and isn't it ironic?
Or
I stumble in the darkness of a tiny mattress that always fails to contain my massive savings of daylight questions..
You get my point by now, so this faceless strangers always manages to begin a plot for me, shakes me and wakes me and throws me off my bed forcing me to use his lines and scribble a poem including these odd sentences in the middle, end or beginning..my poems turn out fine but my stranger still comes back and demands a sleepless night every once and a while..
if this does not make sense to you then I just answered correctly because it shouldn't make sense it should feel right, your dreams, plots, novels and very loud demanding character :)
Writer's block - now that's a subject worthy of discussion! :-)